Just so you know

Its like you don't even care anymore? Please tell me Im wrong.

If its true,just tell me &I'll go.I had enough pain,and I don't need some more.Sigh* I hate this.

Anyhow,Im still confused about which school am I going to.Hope that I'll make a good decision,with no regrets.I miss my friends.Can't wait to see them when school reopens!But,what if I moved?Im so sure Im going to miss them!Well,you gotta do what you gotta do.Theres still facebook right?And,It will be a lot of difference next year,with the different classmates and all.Separating is not fun.Distance is not fun.at all.

*Ya Allah,kau berikanlah aku kefahamanmu.Kau lakukan lah apa yang patut kau lakukan.aku serahkan segalanya kepadamu,hidup mati dunia akhirat dan segalanya sesungguhnya engkaulah satu-satunya yang Maha Esa.

Till next time,Assalamualaikum.

Negative thoughts?

Assalamualaikum everyone :)

All of a sudden I miss blogging,so here I am again in the early morning.I got my results few days ago,Im satisfied with it.Alhamdulillah,all the hard work pay off.But somehow I can't believe its true,for real?Hihi.Few more days to new year,can't wait for it!I still can't decide what school Im going to.What stream am I going to take.Im not even sure myself.What if I move school?I might regret myself for doing it,but hey it will only took 2 years?Well,maybe 2 years is a long time.But I will achieve some experience studying in a different school.Well,im not hoping to move.Okay,maybe a little bit.I wanted to try something new.

Might actually regret it,but its just for a while.Theres more to life,right?Its for my own future anyway.

Moving along..

Have you guys be in a situation where people asked to stop what are you doing but you don't know what to do?You've tried it before but end up failing again &again.I know we shouldn't have listen to what others say just follow your heart.But it ain't wrong for me to take it as an advice,right?Wait.I wanted to listen to them,just that my heart won't.Maybe it wasn't the right time,when the time has come.Things will happen.Right?*sigh.Skipped that.Curious.Yes,that one word makes everything gone wrong.(well,maybe not everything).Negative thoughts.Suspecting.Everything.I hate that.Same goes to honesty.Why can't people just tell the truth and not hurting someone else feeling?I hate when I get those feeling when I thought people were doing something bad behind my back and I started to suspecting stuff and everything goes wrong.Where nothing had happen actually.No?Maybe something had happened just that people shut it up just to protect our feelings?Seriously?People need to do that?Come on.

Im starting to fed up with having all this negative thoughts.

New year,just come to me already and make a different please.A good one.

I know you guys din't understand what am I mumbling here,well you don't have to.Im just expressing myself here..

Till then.

Do you ever feel like running away? Just suddenly leaving. No note, no warning. Just getting your shit, and leaving.

I do.

Why do pub is invented anyway?

Refers to tittle.

Again,tell me WHY?why is it even invented?

I hate this,syaitan betul.

My friday night

Its Friday night and im here laying on my bed...Not Awesome.At all.

For the past few days I've been wasting my time on this thing called Cafeland.Its a game,yes a game.On facebook.You guys should try them out,its quite fun.Entertaining.Its about having your own personal restaurant.You can choose what to cook and also customize your very own cafe.Well,ofcourse you need to collect money,nothing is free okay!Well,unless you get free gifts from your friends(who played,obviously).And hey,its not free neither cause it needed effort for you to ask those people to give you stuff.Like begging?Lol.I may be very annoying by asking people to send me stuff to anywho I saw playing that game,call me addicted huh?I even rather let myself be hungry just to wait for my dish to cook.

Okay,thats more than enough.Want to know more?Give it a try!

Theres my proof,wait!This is only a part of it,the other part I din't snap a picture.Don't understand?I played using 2 accounts of my facebook.Buyuk?Suka hati I lah.I even managed to addict this game to others x) I don't wanna play it alone okay?

Moving on,

Holidays so far so good,just that I spend half of my day sleeping.I only spend 12 hours waking up.Well,you can guess now what time I wake up ey?Hah.Anak dara la sangat.Anyway..I was wondering what type of school bag should I get?most importantly,where?It doesn't have to be expensive,just nice.Even if I buy it expensive and somewhere not in labuan,but in the end still have that someone whos having the same bag.For what?Am I right?No?Whatever.Every year I have to face the same problem.Just that,this year end up using my last last year bag.But that bag,has been very useful to its owner.I have been bringing it to most of the place I've been travelling.

Another problem I have to face,well not just me.Most of the teenagers in this world perhaps?

Holidays + Food = Fat.

Not good at all.Argg whatever,I am still gonna be me,myself.&people I love will still love me no matter what size I am.If they don't love you,the heck?Just forget about them and move on.Its useless,people love you for who you are,not what you are.

What am I mumbling about?

Bye.

**Oh yeah,I accidentally press the 'backspace' button & everything is gone!Damn,but thank god to the auto save,it was in draft.Thank to whoever made that auto save thingy,or else I'll be pissed that I've been typing here so long and thinking so hard what to tell,urg.

Ohyea,bye again.