I don't know where I'm going with my life anymore. Everytime I find something that makes me happy, it either goes away or something bad happens and the happiness goes away. I just want to stay happy forever.

& you come ruin everything

Yes,this feeling right here.Right now.Yes I hate that.

Take it away from me please,or atlease bring me away from here.Somewhere I don't have to think about all this stuff,It won't stop!Its killing me slowly..

Life is a roller coaster

Assalamualaikum everyone.Its page 12 of 366 today.

Its has been a week since school starts,wanted to update before but just to caught up with games.Hah!and also homeworks.Okay i lied.Theres not much homework yet that were given,for now.Hmm,talking about school theres not much different being in the same class with guys.Not much difference well maybe cause of the little amount of them.

Anyhow,still waiting for the answer that kills me slowly by just thinking bout it.

I go through my old stuffs and clean my room when I was supposed to be doing my work.Heh,its normal to me.Its like my hand will automatically arrange the stuff,I guess my hands were to diligent.And there I found those stuff that I wrote few years ago,about someone.By reading it I feel so dumb.Luckily I dint actually give it to the person,that was my plan at first.Or else I'll just embarrassed myself..Haha! &Guess what?I throw them away!Well,I had to.Past is past right?They won't even change to the person they were before.So why wasting time?Wake up!People need to understand that,including myself.Its just sad to see girls being all sad,crying,emotional all about one guy.That one lucky guy.Sigh* Okay wait,Im talking about myself too here -.-

Gotta go to sleep and tomorrow is Friday,Hoorayy!

Till then.

New year 2012.

Its 2 minutes to go to a brand new one year,which is 2012.

So,here I am saying happy new year everyone!All the best for this year,Im just here watching fireworks on tv 2.So yeahh

How I wish I can see the fireworks with you :( I miss you.

Till then.